Sometimes your thoughts to you seems blur. You could not even understand what you actually want. Life changes so immensely, and you’re unable to figure out how, when and what has been changed. It’s not because something must have happened in life, it’s because you’ve changed. You’re not the one you used to be one two three four or five years ago.You have changed into someone whose perspectives are different.
People and things that used to matter to you are no more of importance. You don’t even give a damn to them. Even your emotions are not same anymore, what you want now is not what you wanted four or five years ago. The glaring reality of life to you is changing everything dramatically, and you don’t wanna hold those things anymore to not let them go but it is hard to acclimate in this situation. You don’t want to lose them either you can’t have them.You just have to accept all the changes you’ve made that you have never ever predicted.
What is all this called? May be growing up.
But how strange is this, despite of all the changes in you it hurts, and wrenches your heart when you realize you’ve grown. You’ve grown enough to left behind some people who were part of your life yesterday. This feeling of growing too fast creates a gap in you and you’re put at a disconcerting fire of conflict .
Yet this is okay! Cause you’re living a life of bitter truths and this the deception of life.
Yes the “deception of Life”.